{"product_id":"heart-eyes-regular","title":"HEART EYES REGULAR","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003e\u003cem\u003eShe saved me once.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eShe probably doesn't remember.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eI can't forget her.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eFourteen years ago, when we were small, I was starving.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eNot just my stomach rumbling, but hungry for kindness. For someone to look at me like I mattered.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eShe did.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eUntil she couldn't look at me at all.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eI learned how to survive without being wanted in foster home after foster home. Holding on to my memories of her. Of how she saw me as more than \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cem style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003enothing\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003e.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eAnd now she's back in my world.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eBright. Successful. Untouched by the ruin that shaped me into the monster I am.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eI should stay away.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eMen like me don't get women like her.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eBut I've never been good at letting go.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eSo I watch. And I wait. Telling myself it's harmless.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eThat loving her from the darkness is enough.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eUntil I see \u003c\/span\u003e\u003cem style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003ehim\u003c\/em\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003e.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eA face from our past.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eSomeone who remembers what she did.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eAnd wants to make her pay for it.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eI have survived worse than him. I'm not afraid to abandon any remaining morals to keep her safe.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eMy love for her was born in darkness and fear. A glimmer of hope for a boy who had nothing.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eObsession.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eRuin.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eBut it's the only good thing I've ever felt.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cspan style=\"color: #0f1111; background-color: #ffffff;\"\u003eAnd this time... I'm not letting anyone take her from me.\u003c\/span\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Effie Campbell","offers":[{"title":"Perfect Bound","offer_id":66874834157872,"sku":"9606892000046","price":14.99,"currency_code":"GBP","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.thegreatbritishbookshop.co.uk\/products\/heart-eyes-regular","provider":"The Great British Bookshop","version":"1.0","type":"link"}